i need to DO

im having a lonely sunday. i spent my weekend with my parents in lagrange doing laundry, relaxing, being sick.. we went and saw Alice in wonderland saturday. it was visually what i had hoped, but too "kid movie" for me. it was good to see my parents and i know it makes them feel less sad and detached from me.

there is so much i need to do.. my apartment's cluttered state is making me unhappy. i need to clean, clean, clean. mostly though i need to donate more of my stuff. i have six years worth of clothing, papers, etc. all over my floor. i have kids papers from my student teaching ALL over the place. i want it all gone. i want a dresser so i can organize my clothing and put it AWAY. i miss my boyfriend, and it doesnt look like were going to be able to see each other for a couple more weeks. sigh [i literally just sighed, hah]

i REALLY want to have plants again-but my cat will eat them and knock them over. im thinking about starting some plants out on my balcony-it'd be a fantastic use for it!! then that way the kitteh can't hurt my plants.

heres some fb chat i had that i thought i'd share, it kinda sums up my mood today:

"i felt all lonely and drifty earlier, but in a good way... now im all cozy and non-lonely, which is also good hee hee

you know those kinda moods were your eyes are wide open out the window for minutes at a time?"