today has been somewhat bleck. i've been nauseated pretty much all day until about an hour ago. it took me all day to do just a few dishes-i'd start, then feel queasy, lay down..start up again. good highlights were that i got in touch with my ex to give him his things back-i'm not in a bitchy rush or rude about it or anything- we actually talked about it a few months ago. its just that i'm moving in a few weeks, and i am trying to get rid of My stuff. i am very glad that it doesn't seem as though my ex hates me-if we actually lived near each other i would think and hope that we could be friends again. i also got to talk to logan on the phone! he and i have had a devil of a time getting each other on the phone, hah. he's coming in toward the end of this month and i'm looking forward to catching up and goin' drinkin'! :D

i got three calls today from the phone alert system my college uses to let us know when icky weather is happening and school's closed, or if something dangerous is afoot. apparently today there was a man carrying a holstered weapon on campus. he turned out to be a federal agent.. sigh. my first thought was "its kentucky people!!" the NRA is as rampant as ticks here.. ahh well..maybe he looked shady. and perhaps i would've called it in too. who knows? i do understand though, why someone would panic. what with campus shootings. i definitely get it, but i am not the sort of person who would see his gun and think "campus shooter"-maybe i should.. i usually am paranoid about getting raped or mugged.. perhaps i should expand my 'disasterology'-especially since crazies with guns are a very real threat.

chris and i made potato curry last night! it was okay-definitely a white-bread recipe..very bland. i added salt and pepper and it was okay. we're going to try a more authentic recipe next time. really all it did was fill me up and make me want to go to the indian buffet this weekend!!! mmmMMM! we had a misadventure with nan as well. it was my first time baking any kind of bread other than biscuits so it was a bit magical seeing actual bread appear when we put it under the broiler. chris accidentally grabbed the hot handle of the pan in the oven withouth a pot holder!!!!! he dropped the pan on the floor- he was worried about my feet, i was worried about the floor- and when i realized WHY he had dropped it-i was extremely worried about his HAND!! but it was a first degree burn-we looked up burn types and treatments online at first because we were a little freaked out. i was very worried, but when really stressful situations happen-i get very calm and ready to handle the situation. its an instinct i appreciate, hah. less exciting we didn't leave the dough in the fridge for 3-6 hours like the recipe called for tho'..our nan didn't spread out to fill the pan at all-so perhaps that is why.

we were supposed to make mezzaluna ravioli [[without chicken]] tonight-but i don't think my sto-mahtch will tolerate all the dairy and richness of that meal..le sigh. i'm hoping chris will let me take him out to a diner and treat him, and order some soup for myself. hopefully i can get my hands on some anti-nausea medicine and then eat whatever i want, that would be my preference..
i hope chris gets home soon, tho' because i am starving from not being able to eat all day!!