so- i'm guessing this has got to be some kind of rut i've fallen into. hopefully it'll be over tomorrow, hah. i miss chris, a lot. if my heart could have things it's way- chris would be my boyfriend who knows he wants me and only me. last night my car got broken into- or one of my passengers or me made it so the doors didn't lock properly [or at all] when we got to Neon's. bleh. my wallet and debit card and some random other of my belongings were all over the ground near my car. i feel all violated. it couldve been waaaay worse. they just took my phone and house keys. and karimas keys! by it couldve been worse i mean that they couldve ran up a lot of money on my debit card, and thank goodness karima is smarter than me and had her card with her. i had to get the locks on my apartment changed though- since the creeps stole my house keys, and i had mail in my car with my address on it...i took a precaution. all i could think last night, and am thinking now, is that i wish i could call chris and be comforted. however, even if i did have my phone, mwreh.. and i just instinctively feel that he and i don't really stand a chance. bleck. bleck. bleck. i also had to go to the bank today and cancel my debit card and get a new one mailed to me, just in case. pretty much today is a pity party i guess- i set out to be cheerful no matter what. buuuttt the best i can manage right now is "not in a killing rage". i mean, i'm not yelling at strangers or pouting or anything. but i'm pretty down. i was barely making it through the whole "breaking up for good reasons" thing, and this whole being robbed situation is not helping. maybe i'll go to the movies or something. hah. or rent one of those redbox dvds.. annnnd orrrr read all night. orrrr henna my hair [it needs it-jeeze oh man]. or all of the above. sounds like a plan!